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A dream

2011-12-19T02:14:00.000-08:00

While I wandered last night, in my dream though, I came across the bushes, found you to be playing with the water along the little stream. Somewhere deep within me, wondering why out of a sudden, there's a lovely little girl out there. I was lost, lost the way home, many many miles away. You turned around, with that sweet little smile, asking me to join you. I agreed, we had fun all way long and you have known that I have lost my pillar of support, my encouragement, my hope and there you go. You became my source of strength, my encouragement, my hope. But... as time passes, the little boy didn't take notice to her, leaving the little girl alone whenever she was weeping away, out of fear, stress and disappointment. The little boy has ruined the sweet lovely smile on the girl alone and he has to pay the price of being lonely, sad, and lastly, the feeling of lost which are all that the little girl experienced-dedicated to Karyn

To Karyn:

2011-04-04T08:29:00.000-07:00

I know that you are really suffering now. What I mean by suffering is the heart-breaking issues you have. I hope that at least you can feel better by sharing with me your burdens. Today marks the first day that I felt like crying. No matter how hard I try, I just cannot stop myself from being sad today. Somehow today, you experienced something heart-wrenching and chose to keep it to yourself before telling me the whole thing... What I want you to know that I will always be by your side, hoping to be your pillar of support.

Nights
Sweetdreams
Sleep well and sleep tight.

是否记得，守护天使的游戏，从我抽到你的卡片起，不再是一个人的回忆。或许未来有快乐也有艰辛，我会把你紧抱在怀里，永远不让你为爱哭泣。

Karyn!

2011-03-21T11:57:00.000-07:00

Ever since I met you, somehow I have this desire to know you. Without any chances, I decided to make one myself. Without sufficient courage, my legs dragged my mind to you. With your number, I thought we will be only friends who care for each other.

Somehow, Fate made us share our darkest moments with each other. That was when I fell deeper and deeper without knowing it myself. Hearing your stories, all I wanted is to share your burden. Harbouring no hopes at all, i decided to give my care and concern whenever you need me.

Who knows... After all those, i realise that you are the ideal one and only. I hope, I always hope... for you to choose what's best for you. Somehow, you represented everything I have. A feeling i have not had it for a long time.

I love Karyn Tay <3

Nights readers, sweetdreams~
Kelvn~

Quotations~

2011-03-21T11:56:00.001-07:00

"For you to insult me, I must first value your opinion."

"Success is one percent inspiration and ninety nine percent perspiration."

"You know what's the difference between promises and memories? We break promises, memories break us."
...
"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the
tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are
afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten
apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

"It’s amazing. Amazing how a stranger, a person you didn’t know would end up meaning so much to you. Amazing how as time progressed, from a stranger it turns into a friendship. A friendship so strong. Even if you didn’t knew them well, didn’t know their past. But yet you learn to trust that person. How easy and comfortable it is to just talk to that person about everything and anything.

Relationships. What is the foundation of every relationship? From my take, I think it’s built upon not only trust, but communication. Together, combined it will build a strong relationship. Trust, no matter what will play a significant role. But communication is key. Why? Because if you and another person lack communication, how are you going to be able to share and know each other? Like any type of relationships, there will be problems and arguments that will occur. Without communication, will you be able to fix and mend it? Through communicating, you can hear each other’s side and be able to know what’s on their mind and settle the differences.

Our trust was once so strong, yet you betrayed me. Our communication was also once so strong, yet now getting a word out of you is so hard and tiring."

Prom~

2010-11-23T05:48:00.000-08:00

22/11
YT, Moses, Albin came to my house early in the morning just to watch Justin Bieber.... They also searched for the buffets available so as to plan before leaving my house... Chaotic bunch of brothers i have there.... We played cards and slacked here and there in my house.

We set off and went to Jurong Point to get stuff for Conan and had our lunch at Wendy's. Nice anyway... After our lunch, we went to Orchard Cathay to watch Harry Potter! Moses complained about it and kept demanding a refund of $6 from YT. Afterwhich, we went to Mandarin Gallery for buffet at Triple Three. We were late by a minute and we had to play peak hour charges! YT was funny by saying... ''OMG! The fare is lower than the extra charges... NOT FUN ONE...''

We reached Triple Three and they said that with a debit card, there will be a promotion '1-for-1' available. All of us did not have it and I tried to psyco the manager... Who knows... They gave us 1 free! I went on to gobble up all the seafood and the wines before going to Hilton Hotel to deliver stuffs to Conan.

I don't know what happened because apparently, I was drunk.. Hope I did not cause a commotion. We went to bowling for 2 rounds before we went our separate ways home. except for YT and ME. We went to stay overnight at Adam's house (:

That's all for my prom~

Am i wrong?

2010-11-21T09:44:00.000-08:00

Am i wrong in giving up a girl because my friend likes her too? Does it make me a coward? Am i wrong in not pursuing the one i like? However, i really feel that he's a better guy, much more better than me... So by giving up this girl to a better guy, am i wrong?

Class Chalet (:

2010-11-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 4A'10 Class Chalet...

Day 1
I went to have lunch with Albin at Lot One KFC before meeting up with other friends at the MRT station. I went to the Class Chalet, putting all my troubles behind my soul, hoping to feel all the fun and laughter. For those who know me well, I am actually an emotional person with tons of troubles and one who always wear a mask to school, showing laughter, being a joker. After a long train ride, we arrived at Pasir Ris, with me tolerating the ''going-to-burst bladder''. We took a bus and headed to Coasta Sand. Took quite some time to look for Block S, I guess. After we had put all our things at the chalet, Yt, Albin, Joel, Hong Wei, Desmond, Chuan Ri, DOnavan and ME went to have our lunch again at ''Hao Kou Fu'' or ''Hao Kou Wei''... (don't know the name)We went to book bikes after our lunch as there seemed to be an insufficient amount of mountain bikes. We headed back to the chalet and started playing cards until I received a call for us to collect our bikes (: We taught Albin how to cycle. As time passed, he got more and more stable (: (good for you, Albin) We headed to the Pasir Ris Park for a ride on our bikes. I stopped at a field to have a game of frisbee with strangers. kind strangers who were willing to have a game with Donavan, Chuan Ri and Me. Afterwhich, we headed to a certain toilet where the war of water bombs start. It was Chuan Ri's birthday and hence, he's the target all the times (: After the bombings, we went back to the chalet for a quick shower to refresh ourselves and have pizzas for our dinner. Then, we had a nice game consisting of Coffee powder, sugar and dice. Nice coffee made by Yvonne even though drinking the coffee prepared by her should be a form of forfeit for whoever got the card 'A'. (compliment for yvonne) This is all for day 1 :D

Day 2
It was in the midnight. Yt, Hongwei, Desmond and Me were going for night cycling by ourselves with no destinations in mind. As we rode our bikes out on the road at night and wandering around, we decided to follow the Park Connector which will bring us to Changi Beach. Yt complained that he was very hungry as he had only a slice of Pizza and we stopped at the Esso petrol station to buy some snacks to last our rides. Yt bought fishballs and a 1.5L bottle of green tea while all of us purchased cans of Shark. We carried on as we began to feel hungry again. We talked as we rode on our bikes and admiring the magnificent sight of stars above us. Had not ever seen that many stars before. We then thought of the Nasi Lemak at Changi Village and tried to figure out how to go. We went past the Loyang Tua Pekgong and the Air Base and then, we saw a road sign showing the direction of Changi Village. Oh my... the moment we reached, there are some transvestites who called us bad boys when we did not want to patronise them for sex... zzz... Forget about it, we went to have our Nasi Lemak... Gosh.... It tasted extremely delicious to us as we were exhausted and hungry after the long journey. Desmond had fell and he had many bleeding wounds. After our meal of desserts and Nasi Lemak, Yt and Me went to buy some yellow lotion, gauze and plasters to stop his bleeding. Afterwhich, we left the the hawker and began our ride back to chalet. It was 2.45am back then... Yt and Me rode the bikes fast while Hongwei and Desmond walked. We waited for them at a certain bus-stop. When we started to walk with them, I realised that my waist pouch was missing! I sped off on my bike back to Changi Village and almost got crashed by a trucker... I started the search from Changi Village. The search took me more than 2 hours as I rode my bike to and fro. About 30km of riding caused me to be exhausted and lying on the bustop bench. was really lucky to have found it. We rode back to the class chalet slowly. Sorry Albin... I scolded you.. SOrry for my bad temper and exhaustion.. Forgive me. I went back to the chalet to have a rest before riding to the beach to look for Yt, Albin, Donavan, JOel, Pamela and Jerica to watch the sunrise together (: After the sunrise, YT and I went to have a shower at the toilet near the swimming pool. After our shower, we went back to the chalet to play cards till about 10am. We returned the bikes then. Afterwhich, Yt, Albin, Hongwei and Me went to Wild wild wet and then realised it was closed on Tuesday... We went to play pool instead. After 2 hours of pool, we went to have our lunch... Yt went home while the three of us went to rest at the chalet. Sorry guys... I did not really help out much during BBQ. I enjoyed my time bbq-ing with Gui You (: He is definitely a master... After BBQ, I went to have a shower with Gui You (: That's for Day 2 (:

Day 3
It was midnight and Joel wanted supper. All of us went to Ehub for Arcade and supper.. To think that Conan is a pro in basketball! Impressive! Sorry Yvonne, could not catch the yellow Elmo for you and sorry June, could not catch the purple Elmo for you. Wasted more money instead. Haha! (: Quoted from Yvonne: Results isn't important... What's important is the process. We went to have Nasi Lemak as our supper with Me only drinking a can of Sprite as my supper. After the supper, I went off alone to the beach to spend some time going through my thoughts. ( that's what I always do ) I saw many cute tadpoles in the water swimming and also discovered a 4-leaf clover (: After I had settled my thoughts, I went back to the chalet. I was approached by Yong Keng. Gui You, Norman, Yong Keng and Me were drinking Whisky and we all had a talk. After that, I went out with Albin, Conan, Hongwei, Desmond and Gui You to have a walk around the beach... We suddenly want to ''La Kopi'' and Albin checked his Iphone for directions to Downtown East for a sip of coffee at Mac Cafe. Who knows... The Iphone brought us to a dead end and everyone was cursing... Hongwei was scared of ghost as the route we took to Downtown East was really dark... Gui You still threatened to tie Hongwei to a tree... We had our breakfast at Mac while Gui You and Conan went back to chalet. We went back to the chalet and I was really tired. I slept at the space outside the room... It was cooling there :D After everyone woke up, we packed up and checked out of the chalet. Albin, Joel, Hongwei, Desmond and Me went off first while everyone was going to have their breakfast. Albin, Desmond and Me cabbed home while Joel and Hongwei took bus and MRT.

I guess that's the end of my class chalet? As I was on the cab home, looking at the road and each of the trees that I had passed, I really wanted to alight immediately and walked back to have fun with you guys again... I really hope that moment will not end... It was really a fun and memorable class chalet. It left me with tons of great memories to bring home but also a heavy heart. I really love 4A'10. Thanks for everything, my classmates. For all the support you have provided me, all the concern you have given me, all the memories you have left me with, all the fun you have spent with me, I salutee. Cya guys... Hope we will have fun every year like this. Maybe this is goodbye too... How I wish that the class chalet will last forever.....

2010-09-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

Look, I thought all these through.
Do you really want to know how I feel?
I feel as though, everything that i'm trying to do, say.
Everyone always misunderstand me, but after i explain, then they'll support me.
Why can't i explain to you, its cause you're you. There's just some stuff that you cant open up to alright.
Next, I feel like I'm being stabbed. one in the front. another in the back, right into the heart. So pain, i can't breathe. I feel like, no matter what i'd do, you should know i do things with a motive in hand. I don't just, ' ey, we shall not talk now. ' No, i don't. Have you ever thought through about this.
You feel like you're condemned, but i'm telling you, you aren't.
I said, that you wouldn't feel my importance after a while. Do you think i was saying about you? Or was i saying this about the other guys i talk to. The next 'bastard' thing.
I didn't read your 'getwellsoon' message that night, i only read it the next day afternoon cause i didn't bring my phone, plus i slept effing early cause i wasn't well. I wrote there bastard cause of the show. If you don't understand, you should just go and watch gossip girl. I　ｗａｓ　ｍｅｒｅｌｙ　ｓａｙｉｎｇ　ｈｏｗ　ｂａｓｔａｒｄ　ｃｈｕｃｋ　ｂａｓｓ　ｗａｓ．　
Next, I reflected on myself? You? You say i condemn you, you say i do things for no reason, you say these these that that that. Then you say your limit's reaching alr. Listen, you only say, did you do? You message me say you want to talk. Did you call or even persist to find me to ask? No.
You never thought of this stuff have you.

Just continue misunderstanding me okay. Cause you're so sensitive you think every tweet, ever fb post is about you. Yes, some IS about you, but not every.
You get so angry when people say you flirt. You did, you really did. I don't care whether you're layaning or merely replying, you still did.
You want to check my inbox? See how many people i msg these days?
I list for you.
YY (talking about random stuff)
Chow ( about you)
Debb (stuff)
Farhana (stuff)
Peishan (stuff)
Elayne (stuff)
Vien (stuff)
Bin (maths-.-)
Amirul (prelim time table)
Chuang (stuff)

Contented? Yes, i did message guys, but look at the content. Math? Prelim time table?

Msn.
Who do i talk to? Loads of idiots come to me and say hi.
I effing just say i'm busy only. You know the previous me will say HI. and continue the conversation.

You really happy now?

Feeling lost~

2010-09-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

i am just puzzled why u are acting like this these days... I don't even know the reason why i am condemned... And all those facebook comments, it's just your thoughts. Have you asked me about it? Seek my thoughts? How come u can say out so easily that i will realise that you will not be as important as you are in the past?

I don't understand why...

Girl.

2010-08-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

I just wanna know why u said u are damn disappointed and yet, not really bothered. I also want to apologise and not to refer u as wadever harsh describing words u had said. Seriously no. today doesn't seem to be a good day for us to talk. Hope things get better.

Idiot me

2010-07-14T08:08:00.001-07:00

I should have trusted my instincts this time round. I am really sorry. Probably, I don't even have the rights to say sorry anymore...

Initiative~

2010-07-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

一直到今天, 我还没有主动去牵你的手, 也还没还你我欠你的那个拥抱. 哈哈! ^~^ 你一定觉得我没用吧?

唯!

2010-07-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

小小姐,不要生气了啦.不要待在厕所里啦.我不知道我应该不应该打电话或传简迅给你...我怕你嫌我烦.可能你也要一些时间静一静,而且如果我打扰,可能会影响你的心情:-(我笑容的来源是陈诗琳耶...不要生气了啦.也许思念已经变成一种病了,恋情越厚,思念越深.你快点出来啦...:-(

Bet~

2010-06-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

Haha :D as for the post in your blog, haha :) happy to see that. Expected from my gf. haha! :D anyway, i am getting better, girl :) i said that i cannot die right? haha :)
Anyway, for the bet, i seriously hope that you'll win. haha :D no problem de! You can do it! hehe :D after you win, choose something that u want me to do that will make u happy :)

Hmm... For me if i win, i will probably tell u to choose wad you want me to do. haha :D something that will make u happy :) Hope the thing is '' if i were you, i know wad i want.'' haha :D At first, i think of a date. haha! :D but nvm :) must let u choose something that u are happy with :) When you are happy, I will be happy too~ Hehe :D

Anyway, nights! :3
Sweetdreams :)
Ai ni <3

Occasionally~

2010-06-25T13:18:00.000-07:00

haha :D my dear, recently, i will cough vigorously, with some blood. There will occasionally be chest cramps. haha :) Things are happening again. Even after consulting the doctor, it doesn't seem to fade away. :) Jasmine noticed something while we were playing basketball near yt's house. I told her and she suggested me to tell you soon. haha :D
I love u, girl.

hehe :D

2010-06-23T00:46:00.000-07:00

today, i am drenched.... heavy rain... haha :D hmm... On my way home, i saw 2 women, probably mom and daughter. Both were trying hard to carry their trolley up the stairs. I helped out and had 'thanks' as a reward :) Then when i reached the road and decide whether to run for it or not. and this pair of mommy and daughter came with an umbrella, asking whether i need it. Even though i need it, i still refused. haha :D I ran home :) drenched~ :)

Story~

2010-06-19T10:52:00.000-07:00

Long long time ago, there was an retarded with a very very rich father. Due to some strange illness, his father died... Leaving his son with his business and money along with a will...
A strange will whereby his son cannot understand.
It wrote 3 things.
MY DEAR SON,
1) There will be no need for you to clean your plates and bowls after your meals.
2) You must never be under the sunlight whenever you go tto work and return from work.
3) Marry a wife once a week.
The retarded son followed according to the will as the instructions were his father's death wishes.
Firstly, he built a shelter from his house all the way to his company. It was 10km far apart and this was certainly a very very costly project. However, thinking that it was his father death wishes, he carried on with the project.

Secondly, he never washed his dishes after every meal... However, thinking that it was his father death wishes, he continued despite the lack of hygiene.

There was one day whereby he was walking on the street. He saw this girl whom he likes alot. Due to the things that he had done, people kept calling him an idiot. This girl helped him to confront the people. As days passed, they fell in love and got married. The guy loved everything about the girl including her dishes which was excepionally delicious. However, on the sixth day of their marriage, the guy went to the river and cried. He remembered the will yet, he loved the girl alot. He chose to follow his father's instructions.

When he reached home, he kept on picking on his wife. However, his wife still cooked some porridge for him. When he ate it, it was really delicious. However, he said to his wife, ''i would rather eat mud than eat your porridge!''
His wife, without saying a thing, went outside of the house to get some mud for him and asked him to eat it. The guy told his wife about his father's instructions. He had to look for a new wife as he had to marry a wife every week.

The girl explained to him clearly. Firstly, his father want him not to waste food and be pricky. He wanted him to know how precious food is. He should not waste food just because he was rich.

Secondly, by '' You must never be under the sunlight whenever you go tto work and return from work.'' his father meant that he should be hardworking. He should go to work early in the morning and return home from work late in the night.

Thirdly, by ''Marry a wife once a week.'', his father wanted him to dote on his wife as if he was marrying a wife every week. He wanted his son to be loyal and faithful to his wife.

Hearing what his wife explained to him, he was amazed by her wisdom and love her more forever. :)

moodswings~

2010-06-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

I guess u are having moodswings? Maybe i did irritate you in some way which i didn't realise? anyway, i understand your blog post le :)Don't be so moody, kays? :) Cheer up! Since you told me not to bother you for today, i know i should still talk to you barhs but let you jing yi jing may be good too :) I wish you nights here barhs :)
The rest of my thoughts, wrote it somewhere.
HAHA :D

Nights girl! :D sweetdreams :) goodnights~

Jiayous!

2010-06-16T09:44:00.001-07:00

Kelvin, jiayous! :) must learn how to pick topics to chat :) Time may be running out, jiayous! jiayous jiayous jiayous! :D

I promise i will learn in a short time :) da gou gou~

:)

Shirlynn~Mummy.

2010-06-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

Jiayous hor! :) Use your mommy as your support and encouragement to study :) in the meanwhile, let yourself be the one to support her, to encourage her to move on :) Repay her in the future :) right now, you have to work hard :D

Jiayous girl, seriously, i believe you can do it :) be strong, kays? :D There is a saying, '' The man of the house should never show his sad, helpless emotions to his family.''
In my opinion, that's wrong. In the family, everyone should never even be sad at all. Be optimistic and face all challenges like a team. Lend anyone in the team with support. In a team, all as one. Everyone is one another's support and encouragement :) Don't you think so? :) i guess you do. You are a clever and clever girl, u can do it de :) Jiayous, kays?
Jiayous! jiayous jiayous! jiayous jiayous jiayous! :D

Band concert.

2010-06-11T10:35:00.000-07:00

Just went for band concert and then to pool with yt, albin, moses, jun an and chuan ri :) chuan ri left early. Girl, i am sorry that i hurt your ears and also, i am sorry to make you wait for my calls and also play pool while speaking to you :( sorry my love, seriously sorry :(

Don't dare to ask for your forgiveness. sorry girl, i love you <3

Nights!
Sweetdreams~
Muacks, kiss goodnights :)

Stead~ ^-^

2010-06-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

From 10.37pm yesterday, she said yes :) from then, i promised myself to make sure that i love her with all my heart (hearts) ~ Hope i can protect you from everything barhs
^-^ May we'll last :)

I love you <3

Dream...

2010-06-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

i had a dream last night. If i take the opposite of the dream, i think i had really made my decision.
There is a quote of mine, '' First, can't. Second must.''
Haha. i guess so barhs... that dream... can't remember when i woke up but remember when my sister knocked her head against mine.

Kranji Sec~

2010-06-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

4 years ago, around this time, I was preparing for my PSLE to get into Swiss Cottage, the school i wanted to get into with my friends. After I got back my results, I can't get into Swiss Cottage T-score of 233. I registered for Kranji Sec in the end. Glad that my T-score was 233 and nothing more or less to get into orther schools :) I am glad that i met you in Kranji Sec :) Seriously glad :)

T.Shirlynn Came Here :D

2010-06-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

Stupid boy, always post his feelings on his blog, when I was th only one who can view it (:
Hhas, Boy, dont think of me when you're being scratched, muscle tear, and you only thought your violence would affect me .
If i was that important, if I was .
Dont place me as your top priority alright , not worth.
Im just very very very glad I've you kay (:

4 June, I guess its your countdown uh.

Add on (Ever since yeah, You and Farron, I probably wouldnt regret coming t this sch? )

MY GOSH. SO 肉麻~~
我看了毛站啊！
哈哈~

My Life~

2010-06-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

Haha :D hmm...today went bukit timah just to clear away the awkwardness for her. Haha :D but who knows... had a chat on the bus :) walked her home :) first time?
Anyway, haha! :d my life revolves around this smiley face like the moon and the earth with a promise to her like the the moon being attracted to the gravity pull of the earth :D I guess if the earth is missing, the moon would probably be lost in the sparse universe :)

Phone call~

2010-05-31T10:34:00.000-07:00

I suddenly recall how i fall for you in the past after the call :) I was just being cheeky then. haha :D I just ''wall'' you and.. haha :)You began threatening me with the packet of milo in your hand. At first, i felt nothing but after looking up close at you, my heart began pulsating without a reason. I wondered about it and therefore, come up with a conclusion :) I guess that can be known as '' first encounter'' barhs? :)

Nights!
Sweetdreams ^-^

BBQ~

2010-05-31T10:30:00.000-07:00

Today, i have my O'levels paper :) paper 1, average. paper 2, tricky... i think i have to retake le >.<
After my papers, i had chemistry ip coaching and then, i went to meet my friend, jun wei and we had lunch at pizza hut :D Talk about old times :)
At night, i went for the bbq organised by my chinese teacher :D It was enjoyable :) Thanks loads to my chinese teacher :)

Anyway, goodnight readers :)
Sweetdreams~

29th May~

2010-05-29T07:55:00.000-07:00

I search my heart, just to find out that you are sinking into the core of my heart, whereby i cannot extract you out from it anymore :)
Does this symtom symbolise that i love you more?
haha :D even i don't know how did you sink so far into my heart. :)

As long as I see your smile, I'll will be happy :) Even if your smile isn't for me.
I guess that is the description of the distance from the surface of my heart to you.
Etched into it, I should say, for eternity.

23th May 2010

2010-05-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

Today, my sister flew to vietnam at 7.10am. :) Hope she is doing alright.
As for my friend, Amir, I wish all the best to him :D Don't worry, you can do it. I can't do it seriously... haha :D

Anyway, i have already 75% sure about my choice of attending the graduation night or not. Sorry to disappoint all of you...

Nights readers~ I am too tired to continue posting after many basketball games.
Cya!

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T02:43:00.001-07:00

Happy Mothers' Day to my beloved mama :) Sorry that i do not have time to visit her. Hope she will be happy ever after. (^-^)

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basketball!~

2010-03-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

Haha :D since some of my classmates say that the players can be replaced once there is bet on it, fine with me :) I will also change my players to the top 3 of bukit panjang :D simply as easy as that ^-^ i see no point quarelling with them. So, haha :D anything they decide lor ^-^ i have no opinions le. They wanna change players, go for it! =D

Gold unit :D

2010-03-08T06:27:00.000-08:00

haha :D i wanna tell you that we have gotten a gold unit for npcc :) :) first in history ^-^

and one of my classmates is so naive and innocent to think that he defeated me. super :D anyway, it was stupid of me to fight the the good progress award. haha :D i will fight with him using the sciences :) Goodlucks to me ^-^

Swimming :D

2010-03-07T06:58:00.000-08:00

Today, i went swimming with Jin rui :) had a date with him today at the swimming pool :p haha! :D He was super funny :) We went jurong east swimming pool. A nearby one :D He was like ON! We go and conquer the yellow slide :) :) then, i was like... thinking: yellow slide is super fast de leh. Sure or not?

Then he just went down the yellow slide and sprained his waist. Luckily for me, nothing happened :D Haha :) :)

We went to rent the floats for the pink and blue slides. Jin rui... haizz... could land without bring throw off the float while i was always thrown off >.<

We went to the lazy pool and wave pool after that. :D He has a tendency of overturning me. >.< That cheeky guy...

After returning the floats, we went for lap swimming and one more round in the yellow slide :D
Went to have lunch at a nearby hawker centre and went home :) :)
Had a nice day ^-^

Nites :D
Sweetdreams :)

CT~

2010-03-02T04:22:00.000-08:00

Today marks the start of common test other than english on the last friday (: Hereby, i wish goodlucks and jiayous to all my friends (: Chiong chiong chiong! :D hmm.... looking forward to go swimming with jinrui after common test ^-^ The weather is getting hotter and hotter nowadays... hao larhs (: keep the post short.

Jiayous!
Nites!
Sweetdreams~

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26/2/10

2010-02-26T07:27:00.000-08:00

haizz... even though i know i cannot play basketball till i fully recover which i know it will take a very very long time.... but, i still play. can't even play well when i am sick with trembling hands...and today, during english class, 1 of my classmates acting stupid thinking it is very funny... seriously, i felt like changing bands, you see? but haizz, guess i am still not up to standard to change bands... now, i even have to wear a ring while playing basketball just to balance my hands and shoot better... without trembling hands, i wouldn't even need to use a ring... Dam sianzz... Anyway, to the 2 buggers whom i had invited, don't even show others the text i wrote... or tell out wad i wrote hor.

Nites!
sweetdreams.

24/2/10

2010-02-24T06:46:00.001-08:00

Today... a bad day for me >.< basketball deprove and in addition, sick too... haizz.... while changing in the toilet today, i was guai lan by some stupid idiots... stupid.. haizz sianzz... Tons of homework to be completed... anyway, cya and sorry for posting in such a long while.

Nites, sweetdreams all readers :D

(even though i locked the blog) haha! :)

Merry X'mas !~

2009-12-24T08:31:00.001-08:00

Hey, wish all of you a Happy Merry Christmas!~ enjoy the romantic night and the mood of christmas, kays? hmm.... personally, i wish that something good will happen. hehe ^-^

i will keep the post short.

Goodnights and sweetdreams to all readers of my blog. ~

Taiwan~

2009-12-23T06:59:00.001-08:00

Hehe, now i shall upload the pictures as promised. enjoy~ More on my facebook ~ here are just some of them :)

Back from taiwan :D

2009-12-21T08:54:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, just reached home on 21st december 2009, 11pm from taiwan. :D i am feeling quite tired, going to get some rest. maybe i will post my grandma stories and pictures of me in taiwan. :) hope you will enjoy ~

anyway,

Nites all readers~
sweetdreams and have a good night sleep

(^-^)v

Taiwan~

2009-12-13T05:39:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow i am going overseas le... readers of my blog, miss me for 8days kays? i will try to post the pictures as soon as possible when i come back, okay? :D Need anything, tell me kays? before 6am tomorrow.

I think i will not be sleeping tonight. You can sms/call me or also find me on msn barhs~ 再见 ~ goodbye ~

oh ya, as for my good friend joel, please don't be sad. One ear in, One ear out... ... Maybe have a good chat with her. This may be the solution to solving your problems barhs.

Goodnights and sweetdreams~

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Random post.

2009-11-29T02:13:00.000-08:00

hmm.... should i keep my promise or not?? Feel like not keeping my promise anymore... Weird eh? :) Just feel that this world is nothing... Just wanna live my own life and that is it. Feel like i am changing constantly... Personality, Character and everything.... I am even thinking if Friends are necessary in this life or not... sianzz.... maybe i will treat basketball as my only friend? btw, i don't noe where this kind of thinking come from... it seems like my mindset is also changing.... How eh? Going beserk soon...

Holidays~

2009-11-29T01:59:00.001-08:00

Haizz... During school days, we yearned for holidays... Holidays are boring. Too much time, don't even know wad to do. hmm... i am thinking that whether i should lock this blog or not. please give me your opinions in my tagbox :D Don't spam.

~

2009-11-05T06:16:00.000-08:00

Hi all readers... today seriously sianzz.... still in a dilemma but on different subjects... sad for me larhs >.< maybe it is just my destiny to keep thinking about things. :D still unsure whether if i am going for the class chalet even though i had paid for it... haha :) yong jie knows the reason why :) bu t please don't bug him out of your curiosity to find out about the reason. haha :D that's all larhs!~

Nites!~
Sweetdreams and g0odnights! :p

One word....

2009-10-24T08:02:00.000-07:00

Exams are over... quite disappointed in my results... haha. in a dilemma now... i will keep the post short and end it here barhs.

nites and sweetdreams to all readers...

EOY~

2009-10-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

End-Of-Year Examination is coming round the corner. Hope everyone will jiayous and work hard till the last second before EOY ends :) (especially for my good friend, YT) don't dota le... go and start your revision. :) anyway, i wish you all a happy mid-autumn and enjoy the mooncakes :p ( even though i am 21 minutes late in wishing...) haha... it's late now...

Nites to all blog readers~
Sweetdreams! :D
Wan an! :)

In the middle of the night~

2009-09-17T13:11:00.000-07:00

Haha!~ it has been a long time since i last posted, huh? :) hmph... hehe!:D finally, i defeated the uncle, who keeps mocking us, together with my teammates ^-^ Now super high till i can't sleep :P haha... still in the middle of rushing through my homework larhs C: can't sleep even though i wanted to... now the time is 4.12am :D guess almost everyone of you are all having sweetdreams barhs? :) Enjoy! :D btw, EOY is approaching with some of us already preparing for it :) ( i am not 1 of them...) jiayou to all my friends and all readers of this blog for your EOY barhs!~ jiayous to the Sec 4s taking O'levels this year ^-^ Guess i will continue trying to complete all my chinese compositions... haha! :)

those who are not asleep now, go and sleep barhs (^-^)

Nites! Sweetdreams!~ 晚安! :)

Happry Teachers' Day

2009-09-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

HaPpy Teachers' Day!! :D Thanks for everything all of you have given us! ^-^ All of you are just like candles, burning yourselves just to bring light into our lives~ Thanks! ;)

Sunday!~

2009-08-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

hiies all! :D Sorry for not posting/updating my blog >.<>

Friday 21/8/09
i was having my last two papers le^^ while i was waking up, felt so so cold even without the air conditioner and the fan on...

i was even feeling very very cold when i had the blanket over myself... when i went to school, still not feeling unwell or anything. When my mentor asked me to conduct temperature taking, i took mine and was shocked by the reading... 38.4 degrees Celcius... when my mentor asked if anyone had a trigger temperature of 37.6 degrees Celcius, i did not respond to him... >.< cuz i did not want to be sent home just because of fever and thus skipping my papers>

After i took both my papers, felt like dying... totally no strength... and due to much thinking during the papers, i had a bad headache... had a rest in the class room after my geography paper and went for a meeting on npcc projects...

That day, i was also assigned as the Parade Commander. when i ask the Teacher Officers if i could skip the training and go home and rest, all said that i had to turn up for the training no matter how unwell i was feeling. So after the meeting, i went back home to get my npcc uniform and my boots too. I left my house without taking any medicine... When i reached school, it was already 2.30pm. I rushed to change my attire and get ready by 2.38pm. First time and the first one in the sec 3 squad to be the parade commander....Super nervous :S

After the muster parade, all the sec3 went to train the sec 1s. They were not enthusiastic at all and not even responsive >.<>.<>

After that, we had physical training with Sean as the IC. just running one round of the school's perimeter made the sec 1s dead tired. Haha :) needa train them more. We had dismissal parade with me as the parade commander again and we had a debrief for the sec3s after that. When we were allowed to go home, i was the only one who needs to change since i was still in full uniform
:( i sure took a long time to change...

My friends thought i fainted in the toilet... Haha!~ just when i was done changing, they called me as they could not find me in the usual toilet we were changing and since it was locked, i was unable to use it... Okay, so they found me and we went home together^^ i somehow slept in the LRT till i reached my station z.z

When i reached my uncle's home, i was asked by my uncle not to go for my tuition. i said that i ate my medicine and i would be okay^^ but then he still insisted that i need not go since my common test papers were over and i insisted as i was afraid that the teacher might teach some new things^-^ he could not stand my stubborn attitude and thus, allowed me to go. Hehe ! ( ^.^ ) Y

Luckily, my temperature when i reached the tuition centre was 36.8 degrees Celcius and thus, i was allowed to attend the lesson :D

Saturday 22/8/09
Haha :) i like Saturdays alot ! ^^ don't know why but just really like saturdays alot
:)

I stayed at home, staring at the computer till afternoon as i had to go out to Mandai and pray. Hehe :) saw both my malay-chinese cousins^-^ teased one of them as his cool hairstyle was gone as he cut his hair botak since he is now in NS. :) About 3pm, we went our seperate ways and planned to meet some other days :( they are like my childhood friends :D

In the evening, i went to greenridge basketball court with yong jie and coincidentally, we met zhen jie ( a friend of chuan ri ) there. We played against those gangs as they wanted us to play against them. Winning streak :) lucky :)

At night, 2 girls and 2 boys came to the basketball court. Chuan ri came as well. They asked if we wanna play against them. We agreed :) 3 vs 4. We played 3 matches and lost 2 matches :) was a nice game. next time must request 3 vs 3 le >.<>

At 10pm, i went to the Shop & Save to buy hair conditioner for my sister since she requested me to do so. :) When i reached home, she saw that i had bought it and she was like so surprised saying '' OMG! you really went to buy it?! Thanks ! :) '' haha :) i went to have a shower and stayed up late ^-^

Sunday 23/8/09
I overslept and woke up at 10.49am. I was to wake up at 7am but overslept. Hehe :) even my phone was ringing, i was still dead sleeping... Whole day, i was at home and i planned to play basketball in the evening. Just nice Chuan ri asked me if i wanna play together with him. Who knew that my father came back at this time when i was about to go out... got to go and have dinner wihout playing basketball today :( Haha! :) anxious about my result :S but since i have done my best, guess i should not have any regrets if my results are not up to expectations :) :) That's all i will write le barhs ^-^

Goodnights & 晚安!
Sweetdreams to all readers all this blog :)

Chemistry~

2009-08-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

THE SOLUBILITY TABLE
All nitrates are soluble
All sodium, potassium, ammonium salts are soluble
All chlorides are soluble except for silver and lead
All sulfates are soluble except for barium, calcium and lead
All carbonates are insoluble except for spa salts
All oxides/ hydroxides of metals are insolube except for grp1 metals.

For all my friends and readers of blog barhs^^
Myself tooo^^

Extracted from HaiTing's blog

Absolute boyfriend last episode~

2009-07-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

today marks the last episode of 绝对男友. it was just pure sadness>.< in the end the robot ''died'' and it was like really really sad :'(

by the way, sorry for not posting or updating my blog for a long long time. thanks for your understanding^.^sleeping soon? i guess so ^^

Nights~! sweetdreams for you~

Yesterday~

2009-07-06T06:44:00.002-07:00

Haha.... my friends has become director and asst. director yesterday and therefore directed my life for me>.<>.<>.< aiya.... don't care about them...
Anyway, long time never post le.... sorry worhs>.< haha :)

Please wait for the day whereby i come across an interesting incident and post it barhs~

Cya then ^_^

~Kelvin

Archery~

2009-06-16T07:05:00.001-07:00

Todae, i went for the archery course but i injured myself by using too much force pulling the string>.<>.< but it was a fun experience as i am a first-timer in archery^_^ u will feel satisfied when you hit the target even though u are injured. Then i realised i should bend my elbow of hand holding the bow in order to prevent myself from getting injured^^ i guess it is easier than revolver shooting^_^ ( that is my opinion~ those who like revolver shooting like me, don't feel offended~) Nites~ sweetdreams~

2009-06-04T05:33:00.000-07:00

To think that tomorrow i have NPCC till 5.30pm at Anglo-Chinese and i have to rush home in order to change my clothes and rush to SYF Fiesta at Republic Poly which starts at 7.30pm >.<>_< Sianzz...... If u have any ideas, please don't hesitate to tell me about it~ Thanks <3

Good luck~

2009-05-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hehe~ i am here cuz i am somehow bored... Anyways, wishing every friend of mine to have good results so that they can enjoy their 1 month-summer holidays instead of sulking over their results. In any case if your result did not meet your expectation, don't be too sad about it. i know you will surely be sad but get over it ASAP. If you work hard, i am 100% sure that in the end of year examination, you will get the marks you want ;) Time passes so fast that i am in Sec 3 now in a blink of an eye>.<>.< I love this kind of manga most. It can cause us to be sad, happy and being suspended of what is going to happen next. The story or journey is always nice but sad. All these alone causes me to get addicted to it. Sometimes, i can't even control my emotions but i found out a solution^.^
After i read the manga to the very last chapter, i will read what the author says and how and why he wrote the manga in this way. this will some sort of ''communicating with the author''. This will allow you to feel better;)
Anyway, i feel like emigrating to Japan as all the mangas are produced by the mangakas in Japan. Japan have also Sakura flowers as an attraction which i have always thought to be the best. When i have a stable job in the future, i will visit Japan and then Korea. These 2 places are the places i wanted to go since young. they seem peaceful and somehow carefree.
Anyway, i will stop here for tonite;) jiayous for everyone and good lucks for your studies and ( love life if you have one. Treasure it before it is gone and you will regret it. Be decisive in case you are popular and there are lots of girls approaching you. If you are not decisive, they will be hurt badly ) >.<
Anyway, probably we should be like the mangas whereby we help each another to achieve our dreams. Jiayous for my dreams to visit Japan and Korea one day and other wishes~ Quite greedy>.<

That's all for tonite ;)

sweetdreams tonite <3 muacks x33

Dilema~

2009-05-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

Haizz.... Should i train hard for my class or just for myself?? Should i let the reserve play for my part despite of disagreements from my friends? Should i give up due to the extreme tiredness and fatigue felt in me? Really very sianzz... Can anyone tell me what to do?>

Haizz....

2009-04-09T08:55:00.001-07:00

Just wanna say that it is terrible missing someone>.<>.< Seems so inhuman and a person with no feelings. Don't wanna be like that. Got to change.

THanks~

2009-04-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

Today, I feel like as if I am not myself and i am taken control of.... I acquire great strength suddenly and so strong that i have never felt it b4.... Seems like I have overcomed my own limit but now, i am feeling very tired.... Firstly, I wanna thank my friends, YT and Kevin (Llama) for giving so much pressure that i was forced to overcome myself and advance to a new level but it is not enough. I have to work harder and harder to play well in basketball. Anyway, sorry for making both of you using your best to play in order to help me improve. :) Just posting this to thank both of them. Xie Xie Ni Men <3

My Health>.<

2009-03-16T08:15:00.001-07:00

As i run during basketball today, i kept coughing and coughing. There is a high possibility that i have gotten the sickness back again.... Tomorrow going to consult a doctor... Saddening~ anyway, friends, don't worry too much.... I be fine =D Soon, after i recover, i be able to play basketball with all of you again :) Now need to rest~ Soon, i will be able to run without coughing again. Won't die de larhs~ Anyway, Coughing while i run is irritating... Hope i can get rid of the cough as soon as possible. Hope is not pheumonia when i consult the doctor~ Jiayous!

Common Test Period~ <3

2009-03-02T08:08:00.000-08:00

JiaY0uS T0 All FrienDs 4 y0uR CA1! MuSt Chi0nG 4 ThE BeSt ReSultS U DeSirEd!!!~ <3

Back from camp~

2009-02-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

I have injured my elbow due to Leopard Crawling on the rocky paths during the camp. I felt that it was fun and I have learnt tons of thing from it~
Since i am back from camp, I simply cannot cope with my studies and the stress but no choice, i have to study and chiong until the common test is over. Luckily, i have something that are called Friends~ they will support one another when others are falling. We study together so as to improve and move on together. Can't imagine my life without Friends~ <3

SianzZz~

2009-02-17T06:19:00.001-08:00

Hahs~ Tomorrow, I am going on a 3 day 2 nite camp at St John Island~ Actually very sianzz but heard from my friends that there are alot of ghost encounterings there as the place was actually a place that many people died due to the Japanese Occupation. But i am not wif my previous class, sadded :'( I miss them>.<>.<>.< anyway, all friends of different schools and friends who are not going for the camp, don miss me when i am away^.^ I will be back on this friday~

Cruel~

2009-02-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

Poor Kelvin Lee.... ToDa3 kannA sc0lded aNd PuNisHeD bY TeaCheR wH3N hE fAiLeD iN c0mpl3tinG HiS HoM3w0Rk~ <3>

Basketball matches today~ <3

2009-01-30T11:04:00.000-08:00

In a Mess ToDae.... No ForM At All.... AfTeRn00N, I CouLd n0T sH00T in eVeN a PATHETIC BALL.... My FrieNds w3re all DisaPp0inTeD WiTh mE! SorrY GuyS my FaulT... At NiGhT, I pLaYeD in a TotallY diFF3rent w4y buT iN tHe EnD, KannA Elbowed On My ForeHead..... Finally Chu Ren Tou Di ( Swollen ).... BaSkEtBaLL dAnGeRoUs GaMe....SaD DaY~

Woah! It's painful~

2009-01-29T04:54:00.001-08:00

TodAe ShOuLd n0t haVe pLaYeD uSinG Street BasKeTbAll SkiLLs.... NoW, Toe NailS All BreAk aNd BleeD non-stop.... BuT StOppInG oF BleeDinG hAs succeeDeD aNd i mUsT n0t uSe StreeT sKiLLs AnyMore.... DisAdVanTage :)

A daY oF H0m3woRkS~

2009-01-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

Today, we were given alot of tasks and homework to do.... Tiring but the teachers just wont stop giving~ Tmr, there will be lots of TesTs on Mathematics and Science Chem + Physics >.< Need to study for it... Oh man!

Today school day~

2009-01-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

Hehe~<3 I am back again. Today is a happy day for me^^ Long time nvr play basketball with my Clan members till so tong kuai^^ Love it^^ my Clan members~ Promise me that there will be days like this ahead of us in the future <3 Jiayous~^^

A SaD AnD RoManTiC St0ry~

2009-01-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to this girl. Although, at that time he was just a retarded in his school, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to USA and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then,heartbroken, the guy agreed.
When he regained his confidence, he studied hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy became a top scholar.

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he was a top scholar. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for USA at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.

Third Day of School~

2009-01-05T05:17:00.000-08:00

ThE TeAcHeRs ArE QuiTE NiCe aNd I FeELs QuiTe FuN iN mY cLaSs~ ThE coUrSe I wEnT iN iS sTiLL oKaY TiLL ToDaE~Chi0nG 4 O' L3v3Ls now~

HoliDayS HoMeWoRk~

2009-01-03T00:22:00.000-08:00

OppS, I still HaveN d0 mY HoLiDaY HoM3WorK.... HoPe I cAn ChiOnG FiniSh DuriNg ThE W33KeNd~